After meeting Haley, Harper, and Hazel I was in a bit of a daze.
For six weeks, if I wasn’t at the clinic then I was at Jenni’s.
At least it was good timing. The house was being rebuilt so I would have just been staying at the clinic with Peaches.
Last night while I was visiting, I heard Jenni crying in her room.
I approached her quietly and asked if she needed anything and she just asked me to hold her.
So this morning, I texted her to come visit the new house.
Hey Jenni. Feeling better?
Much, thank you. So what’s going on?
I just wanted to talk to you. Follow me to the courtyard.
What’s going on Gideon?
Jenni, do you still love me?
With my whole heart.
Do you believe we can be together?
Of course I do.
Jenni if I’m being completely honest, I miss you. I miss literally everything about you. I miss your smile, your morning breath, the way your hair tickles my face when we cuddle. I miss you farting in the shower, when you laugh at your own fart because your eight, your makeup on the counter. I miss your clothes in the dresser, the way your arm feels when it’s wrapped around my shoulder. I miss the feeling of your body next to mine and underneath mine. I miss kissing you goodnight and how it feels to thrust in to you. I miss everything.
I miss you too Gideon. I haven’t felt myself since I left you. It’s like a strange, out of body experience. Like someone else was controlling me, making me force you away. I was watching myself making these decisions, knowing I’d regret them all instantly.
I just want to try again.
I’d like that Gideon, I really would.
I never want to lose you again Jennifer, and I will do everything in my power to keep you from leaving again.
I’ll never leave. It’s one of the biggest regrets of my life, only behind marrying that fucking idiot.
*laugh* Good thing I’m okay with marrying a divorcee.
Good thing I’m okay with marrying a man who fathered another child.
We were on a break!
*laugh* I know baby, I know.
Will you marry me Jenni? Will you promise never to give up on us? Promise me that whatever storms may come, we will face them together?
I promise Gideon. I’d be incredibly happy to marry you.
I pulled her in for a long kiss. I knew she could feel my erection, pressing hard against her.
Does Daddy want to break in this new hot tub?
Just a quick little funny:
When I invited Jenni over, she showed up like this:
She was ready for some seeeeex! It had me laughing so I thought I’d share.