You know I always mess with my hair?
Did it again.
But this time I just chopped off all the red.
Now it’s all natural.
Black. Like my heart.
Hahahaha. Just kidding. Life is great!
Arjun was really happy for me.
For a couple different reasons I think but mainly because he’s my best friend.
“Good. I’m proud of you. Bruce has never been a great guy.”
“Now I just have to wait for the doctor to get rid of these…extra…blobs.”
“You aren’t going to keep those for the next guy?”
“No need. I’m perfect the way I am. If a guy thinks I need bigger tits, then he obviously isn’t the man for me.”
“Wising up there, Mizz Eastman.”
“All thanks to you and Grams.”
“What are friends for?”
I know Arjun is attracted to me. He made it very clear when we first met and many times since then.
I feel bad that for now he’s just my friend.
But I can’t tell him what he might be tomorrow.
Arjun is special.
And if someone snags him before I’m able to make a move, I’ll just have to deal with that.
But I’d rather someone else snatch him up than me try a relationship that I’m not ready for.
I wish I could tell him this but I don’t want him to wait around for me.
I’m finally ready to begin something with Arjun.
Assuming he’s still interested.
He hasn’t been texting me the last two days.
I told him I need some best friend time and to come over around 4pm.
We’ll see if he shows.
I should of known he would.
“Still have those giants?”
“Hahaha, yeah. The doctor said I should be safe to get them removed in the next couple days.”
“So why did you need to see me so urgently?”
“So I can tickle the shit out of you!”
“Hey! Heeeeeey stoooopppppppp hehehehehehehe”
“You called me over here so you could tickle me? I smell some bullshit.”
“Yeah yeah…I’m just trying to find the words to explain what’s going on in my head.”
“I swear to the Watcher if you get back with Bruce-“
“No. No way. Never. It’s something else.”
“Oh well, if it isn’t that then I’m all ears.”
“It’s you. Arjun. It’s you.”
Grams is really happy for me.
“I’m glad you finally found someone. I told you Bruce was a fucking douche canoe.”
“Always here to tell me ‘I told you so,’ aren’t you Grams?”
“Who else will?”
We spent the night at the bar discussing life.
Grams is engaged to the woman who turned her (I mean, she has been since I was a child) but she’s living with Vlad and his husband.
Vampire life is really confusing.
If Arjun was married, I’d never have touched him.
I guess Grams is old enough where she doesn’t give a fuck.
In other news, I’ve been promoted a couple times at work and right now I’m wearing a fucking cheerleading outfit.
Apparently it’s something everyone has to do…but I’m still not happy about it.
I finally got my breast reduction and Arjun and I celebrated by going to an art museum (which is outside of the challenge rules but I broke them…for like the 3rd time…).
This date turned into a night alone.
Who knew museums were so empty in towns that lacked basic human rights.